Wahhhh

I've had a big mix of feelings the past couple of weeks! I don't even know where to start.

I guess I can start with today. I have SO much reading to do for school. Chapters upon chapters and articles upon articles. I hate 300 level classes! I have a quiz and two tests due this week and I can't even wrap my head around how I'm going to get started on these. I'm just so flustered with it all that I can't even focus on one thing. Oh I forgot about my online class, as well as my online lab which I need to do reading, labs and a quiz for. I'm drowning.

I've also learned that Austin is going to Korea for a month for a training exercise. I (we) thought he'd be coming home in August or maybe even June, but now it's looking like December. That's 11 months from now, and it would be 14 months from when he first left. That is SO long. I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I'll do it. I'll do whatever it takes!

Friends. I've started hanging out (more often) with two lovely ladies! The problem is, I live 20 minutes away from them. BUT they live 5 minutes from where I work and go to schoool. WHY CAN'T I LIVE IN THAT AREA. It would make life so much easier. All of my other friends live in that area too. It's making me go a little crazy. Having to drive allll the way home just to sleep or get a change of clothes is really getting to me. If only I made enough money to live on my own. Don't even get me started on that topic...

One good thing that I've been doing lately is working out. I've NEVER been one for sports or anything athletic/physically challenging. Lately I've been working out at the gym on campus twice a week, doing Zumba once or twice a week, and yoga just as often. I feel good! I feel like I have more energy and generally feel better about myself. I'm definitely not doing any extreme workouts or anything, but it's a start.

Now, I have to get started on this homework. Wish me luck.